There's not gonna be any post blog updates until further notice.

Felt like I got Ran over by a herd of Elephants.

It also felt like I got shot by the gun in the chest. The pain were unbearable and I just want to end my life that moment, but then, I can't.

"If today got time, ask dad bring u go public or uob bank make u a debit card. because i just know maybank n alliance cant use is paypal. i cant go because i got work n sat n sun bank is close." - her

- I called her and asked her why I need to go to the bank and make a debit card, and she told me so..

"If your bux.to pay out lend me some invest Neo. Neo 1 mins pay out only" - her

"But I need to get my 550 back first, ada baki then give you invest, but what's in for me if I borrow?" - me

"No need la. U r so stupid. U wan me to wait another half year for that bux.to? Nvm. I don need ur help" - her

"Ok" - me

- Told mommy and daddy that she wanted me to lend her some money.

"Who ask u tell dad ha? Do u wan to make me tell dad how u use ur 500?" - her

- I looked for my dad, and asked what he did. I was very mad at him for telling her what I said. Dad said sorry to me, but it was too late I told him. (I wept)

"I just mentioned to them that you want to borrow my money. That's all. Daddy call you, I oso don't know,, If you want to tell than tell la. Already so long liao that money.. All you want to see is me getting scold." - me

"Ya. U oso want to see me getting scold ma. If not y did u tell them I wan to borrow ur money huh. U think im stupid. I'm telling u now, i'm just did what u did to me. U n me no more relationship. U bitch" -her

"I swear I never said anything bad things at your back. You always buaya, not just me who said that, mummy oso thinks so. I don't want to keep talking all the crap you did. But the fact is, you borrow my money and said you going to pay me back. But in the end you ask me to get it back from daddy. I ask you to remind him to pay me back. Then you act as if I grab it from you"
"Did I paksa you to pay back? You sendiri pay me bacl. Why the heck I want to see you get scold. You think that's fun. In the end who are the one's yg get hurt?
"It all started because I borrow you and you didn't pay me back even though you get your salary. You're expecting daddy to pay me. You think that's nice ah? Bull shit. You got no self responsibility.. No gratitude.. No self control in spending." - me

"Shut the fuck up. Since the day u took my 200 I already dont admit u as my blood related family. Ur in my hate from that day until forever. That money I just press from atm and 1 hour later, u just took it away from me. I promise myself i will not help i anything n will not share anything with u anymore from that day." - her

*I wanted to continue... But the best was just listen to her, and shut the fuck up... Things won't get any better if I continue the phone SMS. What did I ever did wrong! Some one tell me please!

PS: I did not took her 200. It was mine which I borrowed to her around 1 and a half month ago. Bull shit bull shit!!....

Bux.to Works?? Or just another scam..


Okie, six months ago, I registered to a PTC programe, called Bux.to which I thought I give it a try.. After long long wait, I finally received my first payment, via alertpay (Suppose to be paypal, but they changed to alertpay).

Even though it was just a small amount of $14 dollars, it's still an amount of money which I get from not doing much any effort. I am not going to encourage readers to join this programe, but readers are all welcome to sign up, and give it a try. It might not be a scam at the moment, but I can't guranttee YOU what will happen in the coming future. For the mean time, the fact was, they did paid me after 6 months waiting.

How Bux.to works
Bux.to is NOT a Autosurf, Multi-Level Marketing, Pyramid, Ponzi, Matrix or "Get Rich Quick" scheme.
Bux.to is a new innovative, international and FREE English based service that allows advertisers to reach thousands of potential customers by displaying their ad on our, "Surf Ads" page. A exact calculated percentage of all advertising revenue is paid to our members. Bux.to makes money via advertising, other advertising sources throughout the website as well as earning through direct sponsorship of other Bux.to members, just like a regular member does.

How you make money
You view websites in 30 second sessions via the "Surf Ads" page. Once the 30 seconds is up, you'll either get a green tick sign or a red 'X'. The green tick sign means you've earned $0.01 and as premium member $0.0125 for the visit and the 'X' means you have not earned money for the visit. You'll get red X's when you have more than one website from the "Surf Ads" page open. When this happens, you get no credit.

A valuable benefit to both the members and the advertisers is the repeat exposure that the advertiser gets. Whenever you click and view a website, you can visit that website again in 24 hours as long as the visit cap hasn't been reached. That's right! After 24 hours you can click and view the website again. This gives the advertiser optimal exposure by using "repeat advertising" and it further increases the members earning potential.


Since I got my payment, I think it's fair enough that I show the proof to you guys. Here are some proof of pictures I took from their website.


My balance now.

So, if you're interested, you can enter HERE and take a look.
If you want to register, I would be happy, that you could add my account as your referral. XD
The best is just click from this LINK - HERE, and it will fill in the referral.
Or you can do it manually.. when you register, remember to fill in my name on the referral blank.

Referral: catherinecham

Click the banner to register

Unfinish Picture

Before I decided to stop schooling at SIA (Sabah Institute of Art), I was actually preparing my sketching project. We were being ordered to find a picture of a human face, and sketch it out. Which I did... But never finish it... Or even passing it up...
Anyway... Now I'm having "INTENSIVE" training from my MOM! She taught me alot and I'm learning new things other than just being a shampoo girl. (Tomorrow, Tuesday, 8/July.. Which will be my big day. My mom promised me to let me try cut my dad's hair. LOL.. Can't wait!)

On the contrary...

Last month there had been a hair function. My mom attended it just to keep herself updated for the latest hairstyle.

It's a Hair Course by a Taiwanese Professional Hairstylist, Jong Yuan Lee. Organised by S.K. Trading Co.
Sponsored by Alfapart & Wellson
It held on the 19th and 20th June 2008

My mom only went to the first day course. The next day she did not go, because my mom's mom (my grandmother) passed away. (Thanks for all the condelence I am receiving.) Anyway... Here are some pictures which taken on the first day by my mom. Enjoy!











These are real hairs.. No wigs hanging here! XD

Planting [Inspirational Story by www.wbschool.org]


When I was a little boy, just about 10 or 11, we visited my great-aunt and great-uncle. In the yard beside their home stood a towering pecan tree. Every summer pecans would fall off the tree and sprout, producing a mini-forest of several dozen small saplings. On the last day of our visit that summer, we carefully dug up one of the tiny trees, placed it gently in the trunk of our car, and took it home. We planted it in the corner of our yard. And we waited.

I remember counting up the number of years that would pass before the tree produced any pecans, and realizing that if all went well, it just might make the first crop the summer before I left for college. It seemed like an eternity.

The years passed, and the tree quickly outgrew me. Seasons came and went, and the tree kept growing. I left for college, and the tree was just beginning to produce. Today, it stands tall, shading much of the yard. It will continue to grow and provide shade and beauty for decades, probably long after I am gone.

We planted many different things in the hard, unforgiving West Texas soil. The flowers we planted bloomed quickly, but fall brought their beauty to an end. The tomatoes and peppers we planted were good to eat, but the garden spot is long since covered by a storage shed. We planted those things for ourselves, but in a sense, we planted the tree for someone else. Because even though we get to enjoy its shade now, it is still just a baby, and will be growing and reaching skyward for years and years to come.

The temptation is to plant tomatoes, because we soon can eat the fruit of our labor. The temptation is to plant flowers, because we soon can smell their sweet aroma. But the true challenge in life is to plant trees, and not just any trees, but big, slow-growing, long-living trees, because it is those trees which benefit countless multitudes.

Each day, you choose how you will invest yourself. Your hours are spent on many pressing things which must be done today, immediately, RIGHT NOW, without delay. Your days feel full to overflowing. But look....carefully.... cautiously.....at the frayed edges of each unraveling day are a few moments which you can choose how to use. They are easily spent, so very easily squandered on a fruitless desires or painless pastimes. These moments must be gathered up, treasured for the treasure they are, and carefully applied to the pursuits which will make a lasting difference a year from now....or a decade...or a century.

Pursuits like creating a future which most dare not even imagine for fear it will intrude on their comfortable present.

Many will plant flowers. Some tomatoes. The rewards are present and plentiful and personal.

Plant trees instead. The results can be far-reaching and eternal.

Recent Posts-

Flickr Photostrem-

100_3495 100_3492 100_3475 100_3491 100_3493 100_3486 100_3541 100_3605 100_3814 100_3365 100_3519 100_3224 100_3649 100_3800 100_3412 100_3559 100_3425 100_3567